In the Middle of the Street

There's nothing left for me to say
You never answer anyway
I might as well disappear
All you've done is abandon me here

I wrote poems:

Ended
I'm certain of it now
I wansn't meant to be alone
Abandonded by all who I thought
Were my friends
Betrayed again, it never ends
And for some reason I always forgive
I don't trust anymore
So I'm stuck in isolation
Either leave me alone completely
Or stare me in the face and be true
But don't pretend anymore
I'm tired of the gray.
--7/13/04

Coming Out
I need reassurance
I don't know anything
I think I'm crazy
Can someone please explain?
I feel scared
I am confused
I want answers
Can someone please explain?
I know alot can happen
I have so many feelings
I don't care that I'm not alone
Can someone please explain?
--7/13/04

Tapestry
I have visions in my head
Of how things were supposed to be
Movies that keep plaing
As though to torment me
There are other times
When i see what's real
And when those images come through
I truly begin to feel.
--7/14/04

Intervention
I knew I was something
But now I don't know what
Thought I was important
But I realize I'm just dust
Now I have nothing - nothing to do
Nothing to do but stare at you
It's about time there was some fucking honesty somewhere
Because nothing anymore is fair
And I've never been one to hide my opinions
Truth and darkness my faithful minions
So prepare to explain what you never told me
I'm only here to set you fucking free.
--7/14/04

Irrelevant
Feel so unappreciated
And there's no one I can trust
Suddenly fucked up again

When I really need to talk
Is when I have to lave
But no one is there anyway

What is really the reason
I don't know why I bother
Everything goes unnoticed

All my actions are in vain
So now I'll disappear
No one will notice.
--7/14/04

Deeper
I don't know what to think
And I don't know what to say
The only thing I'm sure of
Is you need to go away
Something is seriously wrong
Which I care enough to right
Fuck the time
I've got more than all night
You need to tell me what's going on
Tell me why I am to blame
I want to understand
Your torment and my pain.
--7/14/04

Product of Fatality
I've got to get away
There's no way to survive here
Haunting past and an empty future
I don't want to stay

CHORUS:
I can't believe reality
I'm surviving on a dream
I live with the brutality
Nothing is what it seems

You forgot everything I said
No one was ever listening
I don't have a chance
No more can penetrate my head

CHORUS

Forgive me now, for my sin
Though I can not forget
You never knew, never cared
But I'm waiting to begin

CHORUS

Falling... apart
Living... dark
Hoping... in vain
Screaming... your name

My life... dangles on a string {ENGING LINE}

CHORUS x2, then repeat ENDING LINE to fade
--7/14/04

Hope you all like and understand. That last one I hope to turn into a song, if I can find someone to help me with the music. Tell me what you think with the comments thing.