Say Anything

Some say that time changes
Best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
...
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We'd stay up till 3 am
And the neighbors would complain
~*~ Good Charlotte "Say Anything"

Just got back from the trip... Well a bit ago, but I had to eat dinner. Anyway. My brother made us listen to my old Good Charlotte CD in the car and I noticed that even though the songs are kind of annoying, the lyrics are really good. I was listening to this song, and I started crying... it just reminds me so much of my friend Shannon - she was my first friend, when I was 2 weeks old. We grew up like sisters but we never had a single fight... She was my best friend in the entire world... Then last summer she moved away, and even though I still saw her at dance class, she never really talked to me anymore...

So you can tell I've been feeling a bit depressed... But at the same time I'm ridiculously excited. I leave for New York in like 4 days! But the most recent (as in has already happened) thing that is fantastic is I went to Hot Topic on Friday, at Mall of America. I got a Slipknot shirt and a Johnny Depp shirt... I wanted to get cool pants, but I didn't have time to try any on, cause I only had an hour before me and Sabine had to meet our parents... We got to the mall kind of late and then had to eat. (Back to Kokomo's) But still. Hot Topic was awesome. And just to have it on record, Sabine still owes me $16. (This is just in case I lose the piece of paper I wrote it on.) I bought her a shirt...

Which brings me to my next point. Hannah, lighten up on Bean a little. You say alot of things you don't need to say. (Yes I know I sound like my mother but I have to be the responsible big sister type that I am.) I don't appreciate being around when you guys fight... I don't mean to be insensitive when I just sit and watch, but I don't want to get in the middle, because it's none of my business. I want you to understand that. I will continue to talk about this here if you don't e-mail me, so I'll be watching for you.

Anyway. I have to go get unpacked so I can get my laundry done before I leave again. Try and get me before I'm gone. I miss you all and want to see you so much, I think. (I guess it could depend on who's reading this.) WOOSH! I am gone!