Seasons Of Love

SOLOIST
In truths that he learned
Or in times that she cried
In the bridges he burned
Or the way that she died

ALL
It's time now to sing out
Though the story never ends
Let's celebrate remember a year
In the life of friends
~*~"Seasons of Love" RENT

So we enter ACT II. You will all be happy to know there are only 16 more songs left. Hahaha. Yeah. Only 16. Anyway.

The song brings up the interesting topic of friends... Oh what a subject, one I always find myself thinking about. Why am I so bad at choosing friends? Or is it that I'm so desperate that I just have to latch onto whoever I can find? I know I'm a hard person to get along with... I'm opinionated and I have a strong personality. In fact, in the car on the way home from dance yesterday, my mom said she thinks I scare the shit out of some people. While that is extremely amusing, it's unfortunate that I don't have friends. I'm not changing though. I like who I am. What fun would it be to be artificial??? (I sense a poem coming on...)

Anyway. So yeah. Not been in the greatest mood lately. Sounds like I'll be busy this weekend... speech practice on Friday, ushering, the show Saturday, ushering, church Sunday, ushering, over to Alex's house, ushering, possible party with cast members to follow. Not much halloween festivities for Z. Oh well. It's *not* like Halloween is my favorite holiday or anything...

Leslie have the most awesomest time ever on Saturday! I'm sooo jealous I can't believe it! AHHH! Can't wait for ALLL the details upon your return... Yeah. And happy week-late birthday...

Um, have a good Halloween, everybody, I guess. I'll just go sulk now... Nah. I'm not letting people get me down. I'll go dance or play guitar, or write something. Hum.