Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.
~*~"Here Without You" 3 Doors Down

I picked that one cause it's on my ipod 3 times. Molly's computer and my ipod don't agree, so it made a playlist for me and everything's a little messed up. But I have music now, so I'm not complaining.

It has been a very weird day. I wasn't at the theatre at all. That hasn't happened in like 2 weeks or something. Imagine what it will be like after Sunday... Project SAM will be over and the show will be over. I won't be back at the theatre until I have class in September. That's WEIRD.

I'm hungry. Well that's not surprising. Normally I would be eating dinner now. Man I'm fucked. Whatever. I can go eat something now if I want to. I'm not going to bed. I'll do some yoga and then eat. Oooh that sounds good.

I miss the Fiddler cast... they're so much fun. Nothing is going on here. People don't realize I'm available so they don't call so I have nothing to do. I went to the pool today, but no one was there. I ended up falling asleep listening to music and so now I have a really bad sunburn. I never tan... I'm white as hell and then i fucking burn. Ah, the joys of life.

Oh so I have 2 more quotes from my book! Yay! Ok so numer uno - "People who believe they are strong willed and the masters of their destiny can only continue to believe this by becoming specialists in self-deception." Fascinating, isn't it. Quite true, in my opinion. At least to some extent. Ok now I'm not making any sense. Whatever. Numero dos - "I don't believe this nonsense about time. Time is just common, it's like water for a fish. Everybody's in this water, nobody gets out of it, or if he does the same thing happens to him that happens to the fish, he dies. And you know what happens in this water, time? The big fish eat the little fish. That's all. The big fish eat the little fish and the ocean doesn't care." Both of those are from Giovanni's Room by James Baldwin. Good stuff, really.

I'm not sure I have much else to say at this point. I think I'm gonna do some yoga and some food. I wish Mike Padden could give me a massage right now my back aches like a bitch. Well maybe yoga will help.

Love to all cause love is good!