Wednesday

Nothing here to fear
I'm just sitting around
being foolish when there
is work to be done
Jjust a hang-up call
and the quiet breathing
of our Persian
we call Cajun on a Wednesday

so we go from year to year
with secrets we've been
keeping
Though you say you're
not a Templar man

Seems as if we're
circling for very
different reasons
But one day the Eagle
has to land

Out past the fountain
a left by the station
I start the day
in the usual way
Then think
-- well why not --
and stop for a coffee
then begin to recall
things that you say

No one's at the door
You suggest a ghost
perhaps a phantom
I agree with this in part
Something is with us
I can't put my
finger on --
is Thumbalina size 10
on a Wednesday --
~*~"Wednesday" Tori Amos

Oh my gosh, I'm posting 2 days in a row! What has gotten into me?! Or rather, how in the world did I get my parents to let me get online 2 days in a row? I have no idea.

Anywho. So yeah. No school today. But I was over at Jordan's from 11 to 5, working on the geometry project. Ok, we worked on the priject from 12:30 to 4. Close enough. You can't expect us to work all the time!

I wonder what I've done wrong. For you see, in ways unknown to others, I am punished for their actions. Because they get in trouble, I can't hang out with them. So then what am I to do? I write poems. Long laments about all sorts of things, that I later feel stupid for writing. But whatever.

Isn't it strange how peopel change over time? And so much, in ways you could never imagine. Even when you think things are so predictable, life is never for sure, and all the sudden things are different. It's the wierdest things that do it too. I don't know. It's a mystery.

Gotta go. IT's getting late and I've been on a while.

Love to all cause love is good!

Lime & Smys

Lime & Smys Read the post "The Performance of a Troubled Mind"

JÓGA

all the accidents that happen
follow the dot
coincidence makes sense
only with youyou don't have to speak
I feel
emotional landscapes
they puzzle me
then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this
state of emergency
how beautiful to be!
state of emergency
is where I want to be
~*~"JÓGA" Bjork

So I actually have a little time to write tonight. Not much, of course, but a bit.

The play was awesome, and I am proud to declare Disco is dead! Thank goodness. I had a good time with the play, but it is nice to be done with that so I can focus on other things, like The Children's Hour, which has sneaked up on me quite quickly while I wasn't looking. Plus there is plenty of homework to do before finals. Only 20 more days of school though! And we have tomorrow and Thrusday off. How nice. For once, I appreciate standardized testing. Yay!

I'll be off to Wisconsin this weekend - Spring Con '05! This will be my 5th con... it feels like just yesterday I was a virgin getting foophed (p. fOOFed) in St. Louis... Yet it was a whole year ago! I was there with Kat... and she and I have been at every con together since then. She'll miss this one though... but I've been over that, so I won't go there again. I can't wait to see Carly! I miss her so much!

So right now I'm just chillin' talking to Leslie and Jake, and listening to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack! It's so nice. Good times. I'll do my homework tomorrow or something. I do have to go over to Jordan's to work on my geometry project with her and Sarah. What fun, right? Right? Of course. haha. Yeah right!

Let me add a little chat between me and Jake: I find it entertaining enough!
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Linz....stop doing stuff to peoples brains

ACraZyWhiteBoy88: "GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population"
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Pssh, if I was gay i wouldnt be as much fun as I am
DangerousDepp319: oh you're reading my blog?
DangerousDepp319: haha
DangerousDepp319: i'm like that! i have telekinesis or whatever!DangerousDepp319: i mean... wait. that's moving things
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Then what am i thinking?!?1DangerousDepp319: nvm
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Physcic^
DangerousDepp319: yeah sure. but not quite.
DangerousDepp319: i'm posessive or something
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: yes...exactly

Yeah well, I think that's enough for now. I hope you all enjoy! This one is actually a lot.

Love to all cause love is good!

Recoil

come home and my guitar
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my friends
and then i'm in misery
been so long since i've been held
really since i was his
probably just need to be held
that's probably all it is

course, then i think of my dad
who time travels mostly now
back to when he was free
and holding out hope somehow
who sits all day in a line
of wheelchairs against a wall
inventing ways to play out time
like us all
like us all

to all the people out there tonight
who are comforting themselves
if you should happen to see my light
you can stop and ring my bell
i'm just sittin here in this sty
strewn with half written songs
taking one breath at a time
nothin much going on
nothin much going on

little flashing zeroon my answering machine
rats scratching at my brain
brain shuffling its feet
yes i have my father's heart
it may or may not keep on trying
can't really tell you what it is
keeps me this side of that dark line
but i'm not there to take care of him
and i'm not here to take care of me
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
~*~"Recoil" Ani DiFranco

Hi guys! Look I'm on again already! Guess what I have decided? I currently GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population (because I always love the gay population!) Grrr boys! Sorry. Having a few issues with some of the boys in my life. Though I will say Jake impressed me today. I don't know if that had anything to do with his talk with Jordan yesterday, but he actually apologized today. Yay!

On the other hand, there's still "the boy" and Alonzo... argh! stupid boys! (Yeah Jordan, it's my turn to be bitter)

Whatever. I'll just keep watching my Johnny movies and Rocky Horror. (I heart Tim Curry!)

There's a con next weekend. I can't wait. I miss Carly and Jamie and everybody! Of course, many people will be at the Marwood reunion, because for some reason, some idiot planned 2 UU youth events for the same weekend. There's a genuine stroke of genius for you.

Anyway. I think I'm done. I've got stuff to do before Family Guy. Such an awesome show!

Love to all cause love is good!

Greenlight New York Guide || Where to 'GO' in The City That Never Sleeps

Greenlight New York Guide || Where to 'GO' in The City That Never Sleeps

Mystery Train

There are days when she's a whisper

Nights when she's a scream

A reason to wake up in the morning

To close your eyes and dream

She'll curse you like a sailor

She'll wound you with her eyes

She always makes it better

But she won't apologize

I know everything about her but don't know her at all

Chorus:

She's a ride on a mystery train

To a place you've never been before

Better hold on tight to that mystery train

You're not in Kansas anymore

She's a ride

Mystery train

~*~"Mystery Train" Bon Jovi

Look! I'm posting! I know it's been a long time. Always is. I was so busy though! I still am. In fact, I've really got to go now. Just wanted to say hi to everyone and let you know I'm alive. Having a good time with everything. Saw the Frog and Toad cast yesterday. It was awesome!

Happy birthday Michael! I love you so much!

Love to all cause love is good!

Best of Me

Tell me what you thought about when
You were gone and so alone
The worst part's over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling
That we won't give up.
~*~"Best of Me" don't know the band. Help!

I tried to post this earlier but my stupid computer was being lame. So now you get a recap version. (not nearly as much fun.)

Last post: a long time ago! confusing? leave it. bad place. don't wanna go back there

brother: at 11, should I have to tell him to take a shower? i didn't think so.

Leslie: she's coming she's coming! yay!

Me: in a strange mood. and now tired too.

Spring break: good. 2 weeks in Florida = me still pale as paper. that + short +icky braces = obvious reason i don't have a boyfriend. or girlfriend. But I won't go there.

Well, I guess that was fun enough. Short and concise. maybe it's better that way.

Love to all cause love is good. (Even the boy. I'm NOT mailcious. Haha. I spelled it right too!)