Tuesday, May 31, 2005
OMG I Took the Quiz!
Smoked: nope. not ever.
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes, many times ^_~
kissed someone of the same sex: yep. and i miss her every day
skinny-dipped:nope
failed a class: if a B counts as failing... no.
broke a bone:my thumb, twice. yay! not.
killed someone:violence is not the answer
cried over a boy or girl: yeah
had a death in the family:yeah
ran around in the nude: i doubt it
live in the moment: try my best!
have dreams that keep coming back: always
play an instrument: flute, piano, a lil guitar...
believe that there is life on other planets: anything is possible
read the newspaper: yes. EVERYONE SHOULD!
have any gay or lesbian friends: who doesn't?
believe in miracles: yep
believe that it's possible to remain faithful forever: of course
believe in astrology:most definately
think yourself to be tolerant of others: absolutely.
believe in God: not in the traditional sense. more like, i believe in the Goddess
pray: not really.
go to church: yes! and i luv it!
have any secrets: duh. doesn't everyone? if not, that's a secret to me
talk to strangers that I.M. you: yeah. it's pretty entertaining
have any pets: i do now! a beagle puppy named Kramer... only 9 months old! he's so cute!
do well in school: you betta believe it!
go to college: damn right - NYU as a double major in theatre and english!
have any piercings or tattoos: my ears are pierced. i've thought about my bellybutton and maybe a tatoo, but i dunno if i could deal with the pain of a tatoo
have a best friend: yeah
have an obsession: hahaha. no. i do not have AN obsession. I have many!
collect anything:anything to do with my obsessions. ;)
wish on stars: why not?
have bad habits: not really.
like your handwriting: no
care about looks: yeah, just cause it's fun
This or That: This
Day time or night time:most definately night time. especially in New York. Woot!
Horror or comedy: both
books or t.v.: books. damn TV is awful
beers or spirits: Spirits
disco or rock: rock. Disco is dead! how many times do I have to tell you?
romantic meal for two or gang down at the pub: both, at different times.
flowers or chocolates: Flowers and chocolates
window shopping or shop-til-you-drop: shop til you drop, AFTER window shopping. ;)
curry or Chinese: curry (especially Tim Curry! lol)
innie or outie:innie
"Road Trip" or "American Pie": neither
Financial gain or spiritual gratification:spiritual gratification
fame or quiet life: definately fame.
parental advice of friendly advice: both
green or brown: green
football or soaps: neither
tabloid or broadsheet: nope
happy in life or consistently depressed: happy in life
Yahoo or msn: msn
Ally McBeal or Fraiser: Fraiser
platstation or Nintendo: neither
Cheese or ham: Cheese
Cheesy Christmas gift or unusual nik-nak: unusual nik-nak
blue or black ink: either. but i prefer purple
over the phone or face to face: depends. usually IM.
barbecue or Sunday roast: barbecue
fashionably late or get there early: hard to say... don't want to miss out on the action. but i'd say late, because then I get to make an entrance, and of course I'm the one who brings the action!
atomic kitten or Oasis: Oasis! woot!
plan for the future or let it come to you: plan for the future, and then take it as it comes
chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
micky D's or burger king: nope
sweet or sour: both
root beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper
cats or dogs: dogs. cause i like cats but they make me sneeze. *achoo!*
Ocean or pool: Ocean is nicer and more hmmm...romantic
Nacho cheese or Cool ranch: cool ranch
with or without ice cubes: with ice thanks very much
Milk/Dark or White chocolate: white chocolate
Shine or Rain: both
Winter/Spring/Autumn/summer: summer/autumn. esp. in upstate New York their trees are beautiful
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Skiing or Snowboarding: snowboarding
Biking or blading: biking
Cereal or toast: breakfast?
Rock/ska/punk/rap/r&b/alternative/pop/techno/country/folk/swing: i see no Broadway music! lol. I love all of it. except rap and country.
Bunk Bed or Water Bed: water bed
Gloves or Mittens: Gloves
Eyes opened or closed: when? open, so i can see things.... closed when... well... hehe. ;)
Fly or breathe under water: fly!
motor boat or sail boat: airplane. no. i dunno. either.
chewing gum or hard candy: gum
lights on or off: almost always off. unless it's on stage or in NY at night. ;)
pies or cakes: cakes
Posh or Becks: FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET IT - THIS IS TALKING ABOUT POSH SPICE OR DAVID BECKHAM! I say Beckham, though I was a Spice Girls fan way back when.
On guys
Boxers or briefs? boxer briefs
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? sensitive
6 pack or muscular arms? 6 pack... and the V!
good guy or bad guy? bad boy. but not STUPID.
long hair or short hair? mid lengthy. so it has some movement.
dark hair or blonde hair? dark
tall or short? medium-short
dark or light eyes? either. as longs as they're pretty.
stubble or neatly shaved? depends on the guy
ears peirced or no? doesn't matter
Accent or not? OMG defiantely an accent. *faint*
Rugged outdoorsy or sporty? no.
Big hands or regular size? regular. cause mine are little
who is your dream man? hehe. must you ask? Johnny Depp all the way! (followed by an onslaught of gay men, Hugh Jackman, Ewan McGregor, and Jude Law. Wow. I really do like accents, don't I?)
curly or straight hair? depends on the guy. but usually straight.
Tan or Fair skinned? either
On Girls
Hair color? dark
personality? funky and original, outgoing and a dreamer.... ambitious and thoughtful
what turns you on about a girl? i don't really know. isn't it odd? i just... ahh! I miss my girl. ;)
what is the ultimate song for your ultimate girl? I dunno.
who do you think is your ultimate girl? well besides people I know and love, I heart Nicole Kidman, Cathrine Zeta Jones, Charlize Theron (I do like the accents. goodness!)
what would you consider the "perfect moment"? wow. I can't tell you that. too personal.
sweet or sassy? probably sassy, but with a sweet side
girly-girl or tom-boy? neither. just a girl. geez
tall or short? medium-short
deep or shallow? deep - very. :)
quiet or loud? both
nice or mean? nice but speaks her mind
friendly or selfish? friendly
weird or original? definately both. but especially original.
normal or special? special
smart or stupid? smart
boring or fun? fun
attractive or unattractive? attractive
The 5's (THE FAB 5!!!)
5 thing that scare me~not achieveing my dreams, not having friends, losing my family, being stuck here forever, um... big flying bugs like horse flies???
5 things that makes me laugh~ my family, my friends, myself, QE/Will and Grace, Johnny
5 things I love~being there for friends/family, BROADWAY/ theatre, Johnnt and his movies, gay people, New York
5 things I hate~homophobia, ignorance, hypocricy, passive-aggressive ness, being shallow
5 things I don't understand~boys, ^the things i hate^, video games, most television shows, liking violence
5 negative facts about me~ I'm too bossy, I take over, I sometimes focus too much on the future to enjoy the moment, I have a very obsessive personality.... um... I suck at video games?
5 positive facts about me~ I am one of the most determined persistent people you will ever meet, I'm totally liberal and love every minute of it, I'm confident anda dreamer, I love learning, my friends, and my family, I know what I want to do with my future!
5 things I plan to do before I die~ perform in RENT on Broadwy, travel around the world, meet someone who will change my life and love me forever, make a movie with Johnny Depp, do something amazing to change the world and show my friends and family how much i love them
5 things I can do~ read, love, act/dance/sing, travel, dream
Top 5 songs I think are cool~ That's really hard. um.... anything from RENT; Defying Gravity from Wicked; Don't Go Away by Oasis; Summer, Hightland Falls; and Goodnight Saigon by Billy Joel but there are so many more
5 things that turn me on about the opposite sex~Eyes, personality, smile, hair, and of course the body (sorry Alonzo, you had good answers)
5 things I say the most~indeed, muahahahahaha, thanks for that, fabulous, i'm just peachy, how are you?
Woot! All done! That took 51 minutes for me to complete!
Love to all cause love is good!
Monday, May 30, 2005
She Said
She Said
And only the strong shall survive
She Said
But I'm feeling quite weak
She Said
Will you comfort and forgive me
She Said
She said she's still searching
For salvation's light
She said she wishes all day
And she prays all night
She said she won't speak of love
Because love she's never known S
he said it's moments like these
She hates to be alone
Forgive me
She Said
Forgive me
She Said
~*~"She Said" Collective Soul
So summer is already quite busy. Jake came over on Friday and we had fun just hanging around. We took Kramer for a bike ride through Central Park and past my theatre. When we got back, Jake made me lunch. I appreciate people who take foods class. Yay! We watched Finding Neverland, and then he went home so he wouldn't be here when my dad got home. ;)
Friday night I babysat Rachel and Joey for about 5 hours or so. Watched PotC many times. hehe. Good stuff.
Saturday Molly came over and we painted for many hours. Even after she lefy I painted some more. Lots of painting has been going on this weekend. But my room is starting to look pretty cool!
Sunday I went to church and rehearsed with Bev afterwards. I'm feeling pretty good about my audition. Yay! I will have so much fun on that production... I love Frank!
Today Molly came over to help me paint some more. There's still some left to do, that I'll have to do myself, but it's looking good. The closet is gonna be awesome. I still have to figure out what exactly I'm doing on the walls. It'll be interesting. That's for sure.
Anywho. I have plenty to do... Lines to rehearse, songs to sing, and things to paint, so I'm off. More as soon as I can!
Love to all cause love is good!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Thank You For Loving Me
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heartI wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
~*~"Thank You For Loving Me" Bon Jovi
I love the guy. And that CD is awesome. Anywho. So updates!
What the fuck? How did I forget to tell you guys on Wednesday? I saw Blue Man Group on Tuesday! It was amazing! I've never seen anything like it. Well, because there is nothing like it. It's so wierd! But I had tons of fun. We had to park a little ways, around a couple blocks, so we got to walk through part of boys town. It was awesome. I got a cool shirt with a blue man face on the back. Cool stuff. Would love to go again sometime! It was just like... wow. It's an hour 45 with no intermission, but it doesn't matter. The show goes by so fast. Crazy fabulous.
Leslie will be here in less than 2 weeks! My goddess. That's soon. And my play's coming far too quickly for my liking. Still don't know all my lines. What will I do? Well I have plenty of time on my hands this weekend to practice. That, and my audition song. Joy!
Painting my room tomorrow. It's gonna be fabulous! Yay! My mom and I bought paint last night. I'm excited. It'll also be something else to keep me busy over the weekend.
Got done with all my finals and school! Yay! And guess what? I got an A in biology. Woot woot! So I think I got straight A's once again. Hooray!
Anywho. I've been on for quite some time now. Been up since 7:30 (don't know why, couldn't sleep), and I haven't eaten. So bye guys! Gimme a call. I've got a cell for the weekend too, through tuesday, so let it ring! 306-8993 yay!
Love to all cause love is good!
Monday, May 23, 2005
Crystal Ball
Sometimes I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreams
All alone and trapped in time
All alone and trapped in time
I wonder what tomorrow has in mind for me
Or am I even in it's mind at all
Perhaps I'll get a chance to look ahead and see
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball
Tell me, tell me where I'm going
I don't know where I've been
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
And then tell me again
My heart is breaking, my body's aching
And I don't know where to go
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
I've just got to know
Crystal ball
There's so many things I need to know
Crystal ball
There's so many things I've got to know
Crystal ball
If you should see me walking
Through your dreams at night
Would you please direct me
Where I ought to be
I've been looking for a crystal ball
To shed the ligh
tTo find a future in me...
To find a future in me...
~*~"Crystal Ball" Styx
Hey guys. So I have about 10 minutes, and I'm trying to check e-mail at the same time so we'll see how much I can get done.
The first day of finals was okay. Geography sucked because Goranson is an incompetent teacher who probably doesn't know what that word means. But anyway. Spanish was okay, just a little confusing. Geometry was easy. Tomorrow I have Crafts and Biology. I've already finished my crafts final project though, so I can study for Bio the whole time! Oh joy!
So I went and saw Kicking and Screaming today with my mom, brother, Mike, and Nia. It was a really predicatable movie, but the kids were cute and amusing enough. The whole point was to go see a movie I wouldn't normally see. So there ya go.
So I'm not sure, but I think there may be a slight suicide watch going on in my house. A certain someone said something to their mom about me, who said something to my mom, who said something to me. It's crazy. But guess what, guys, I don't want to die. So don't worry about it. Oy.
John & Jen ended last night. It was sad. Chris is taking another job, so that was his last show. Plus I won't get to see Peter and Kelly all the time, or be at ITC practically every day. But oh well. Moving on to focusing on my play! Geez. And Fiddler auditions!
Speaking of which, Bev is gonna help me. Hopefully I'll get a part and you can all come see me. Frank is choreographing, so I'll get to work with him, if i'm in it. Yay!
All for now, I've got to eat and do chores and stuff. What fun, I know. You can always call me!
Love to all cause love is good!
Friday, May 20, 2005
Through the Trees
Where buildings touch the sun
A place where I can be someone
And noone
~*~"Introduction to Hold Down the Fort" John & Jen
I didn't want to use the title of the song for the title of this post, because it's stupid. So I looked out the window and the first thing I saw became the title. Yay, crazy reasoning!
Anywho. So things are crazy right now. Just want to let everyone know I am ok. Don't really have time to write, because I'm so busy. But I'll try to keep in touch!
Love to all cause love is good!
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Let It Be
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
~*~"Let it Be" The Beatles
How amazing are they? Amazing, let me tell you. Ok. I'm done with that now. Hehe. Anywho.
Lots is going on (isn't it always?) I'm so busy. Saturday was fun. Molly, Nia, and Stephanie came over to see the play and spend the night. Stephanie had to go home, but we still had fun.
Oh but I skipped Friday! Oh my gosh. I saw Alan on opening night! Yay! We had a good time talking before and after the show. He knows Kelly from a long time ago, I guess. Kelly is the lead actress in the show, by the way. It was so good to see him.
Before that though, I was out cruizing with Tommy. We went to Crete in his car and drove around. Got some veggie burgers at Burger King (I didn't even know they had those there!) and went to have a picnic in the cemetary and then it rained. We got back to the theatre around 6:40 and I found Alan backstage with Etel, Kelly, and Peter (guy in the show) and so I just hung out back there until there was stuff to do.
Jeny and Maria's show opened, and so there's talk of me taking the train up there and meeting Alan at Randolph street so he can drive us up to see it in Rockford. My mom wants to talk to Etel first. I dunno.
Anywho. So I found out on Thursday that I'm going to be inducted into Spanish Honor Society, which is cool, and I filled out my card and have 29 Thespians points, so tonight I'm going to an induction dinner for that. Racheal's working backstage for me. Fun stuff, yay!
I think that's about all for now. 4 weeks to my play, people! I'll have tickets starting next Thursday - $5 each, just so you know. You can get them at the door, if you want, but I will also be selling them, so let me know if you want one. :)
Love to all cause love is good!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Possibly Maybe
I love them
with you
dozen a day
but after a while I wonder
where's that love you promised me?
where is it?
possibly maybe
probably love
possibly, possibly
possibly maybe
probably love
how can you offer me love like that?
my heart's burned
how can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
leave me alone
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
~*~"Possibly Maybe" Bjork
Hey all. So it's been a while since I've posted, but what else is new? Actually, a lot is new. So let's get to it!
Con was awesome. Had lots of fun and no sleep. It was so good to see all my friends! And it was fun being on phoof patrol, and run for DYSC and AYC. Joy! Seniors, you will be missed. Skunk, we love you! Danny, you deserved it. Haha, Chris, I have your picture, so now I have your soul. Thanks Sammy!
So I'm working on a show at ITC now, John & Jen - you should all come see it! It's a musical and lots of good fun! Plus I can probably get you in free! That's the best stuff, right? Yeah!
Anywho. As a result, I will have no life for the rest of this week and the 2 weeks after it. Do call and leave messages though, I'll get back to you all, I promise. And don't foget my birthday next week - I know you love me!
There was an o-so-joyous award ceremony tonight. Anybody else sick of those? Like, they call you up, agonizingly one by one, so they can shake your hand and give you a piece of paper. This piece of paper will then join your collection, in the bottom of your desk drawer, where it sits until you clean it out (it that ever happens). Either way, they still end up back in the drawer for ever and after. And do they really expect that plaque to go up on my wall? YEAH RIGHT!
Anywho. Guess who I saw today? Ryan Rudolph! Yeah, amazing I know. What a throwback to... last year! Hah. Don't really wanna go there. Anyway. I saw him and his dad backstage, cause they had to come pick up something they left from their show at ITC on Saturday. Woot! (not really. no actually I don't know. I wasn't there.)
Yeah well I guess that's about all for now. It's almost time for Family Guy! Yay! (Did you see the new episode on Sunday?! Yay! New episodes!) Yeah. Okay I think I'm done now.
Love to all cause love is good!
