I work on the highest floor
There's nothing in my way.
But I saw my picture
On the bathroom door today.
I don't feel like working anymore,
Is that ok?
I'm so far in I can't get out
I made it to the highest floor
By working every day
But I can't remember anymore
What it was like play.
If I could only find the exit door
I'd run away.
I'm so far in I can't get out.
~*~"The Complex" Blue Man Group
Hey guys. So I haven't posted in a long time! But you all know I've been busy.
The beginning of June was filled with learning last minute lines for The Children's Hour and cleaning because Leslie was coming. I had tons of rehearsals the week before the play. My first Fiddler rehearsal was on the 7th.
Leslie came on the 9th. (Johnny's birthday!!!) We went to see I Love you, You're Perfect, Now Change that night at the Royal George Theatre near Steppenwolf. That was pretty cool.
My play went pretty well on the 11th. Sadly, hardly any of my friends showed up. But thanks to Becca, Heather, Amanda, Bev, and Dan for coming, as well, of course, as my family.
Leslie stayed until the 14th. We went downtown almost every day and had lots of fun doing stuff. It was really hot every day, but that's ok. We went on a boat tour on the river that was really neat.
Anywho. So after Leslie left, I had a couple days of downtime. Then on the 17th, 18th, and 19th I had my Landmark advanced course which was super cool. For those of you who remember, this was a continuation of the forum I did in January. (For a refresher, read the Sunday, January 23rd post, Summer, Highland Falls) So Nia and I had a really good time and met a lot of uber cool people. I want everyone to do the forum! You all should be getting invitations to my home introduction... It will be awesome.
Anywho. Project SAM started Monday, that was fun. We have a small group this year. I know most of the kids from before. Rachael and I are teaching creative writing. That's pretty cool. I met our new dance teacher on Wednesday. Her name is Kate. She's young and funky.
I've also been keeping busy with Fiddler rehearsals. Those are lots of fun. We've got a good group of people. So I don't mind coming 4 nights a week in addition to my 3 mornings. That's a lot of time at the theatre.
Been having a Blue Man Group spree. I have both of their CDs and the DVD from the library (cause I'm cheap, remember). It's so awesome! I can't wait to go see them again. I'll probably go with Heather, and Amanda, maybe Zoe and Brianna. We'll see who's available.
Went to see The Servant of Two Masters on Friday night. That was pretty cool. Very funny. If you want to go tonight, it's at 7:30 outside ITC. Go. It's entertaining.
Babysat until 3 last night. 10 hours, guys. That's a long time. I watched BMG 3 times after the kids went to bed, to keep me awake. And I started reading Wicked. Cool book. Can't wait to see the play!
Wow. So that's what I'm up to. Lots of writing, I know. Hopefully I'll post again soon.
Love to all cause love is good!
Sunday, June 26, 2005
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
OMG I Took the Quiz!
Drank: absolutly ;)
Smoked: nope. not ever.
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes, many times ^_~
kissed someone of the same sex: yep. and i miss her every day
skinny-dipped:nope
failed a class: if a B counts as failing... no.
broke a bone:my thumb, twice. yay! not.
killed someone:violence is not the answer
cried over a boy or girl: yeah
had a death in the family:yeah
ran around in the nude: i doubt it
live in the moment: try my best!
have dreams that keep coming back: always
play an instrument: flute, piano, a lil guitar...
believe that there is life on other planets: anything is possible
read the newspaper: yes. EVERYONE SHOULD!
have any gay or lesbian friends: who doesn't?
believe in miracles: yep
believe that it's possible to remain faithful forever: of course
believe in astrology:most definately
think yourself to be tolerant of others: absolutely.
believe in God: not in the traditional sense. more like, i believe in the Goddess
pray: not really.
go to church: yes! and i luv it!
have any secrets: duh. doesn't everyone? if not, that's a secret to me
talk to strangers that I.M. you: yeah. it's pretty entertaining
have any pets: i do now! a beagle puppy named Kramer... only 9 months old! he's so cute!
do well in school: you betta believe it!
go to college: damn right - NYU as a double major in theatre and english!
have any piercings or tattoos: my ears are pierced. i've thought about my bellybutton and maybe a tatoo, but i dunno if i could deal with the pain of a tatoo
have a best friend: yeah
have an obsession: hahaha. no. i do not have AN obsession. I have many!
collect anything:anything to do with my obsessions. ;)
wish on stars: why not?
have bad habits: not really.
like your handwriting: no
care about looks: yeah, just cause it's fun
This or That: This
Day time or night time:most definately night time. especially in New York. Woot!
Horror or comedy: both
books or t.v.: books. damn TV is awful
beers or spirits: Spirits
disco or rock: rock. Disco is dead! how many times do I have to tell you?
romantic meal for two or gang down at the pub: both, at different times.
flowers or chocolates: Flowers and chocolates
window shopping or shop-til-you-drop: shop til you drop, AFTER window shopping. ;)
curry or Chinese: curry (especially Tim Curry! lol)
innie or outie:innie
"Road Trip" or "American Pie": neither
Financial gain or spiritual gratification:spiritual gratification
fame or quiet life: definately fame.
parental advice of friendly advice: both
green or brown: green
football or soaps: neither
tabloid or broadsheet: nope
happy in life or consistently depressed: happy in life
Yahoo or msn: msn
Ally McBeal or Fraiser: Fraiser
platstation or Nintendo: neither
Cheese or ham: Cheese
Cheesy Christmas gift or unusual nik-nak: unusual nik-nak
blue or black ink: either. but i prefer purple
over the phone or face to face: depends. usually IM.
barbecue or Sunday roast: barbecue
fashionably late or get there early: hard to say... don't want to miss out on the action. but i'd say late, because then I get to make an entrance, and of course I'm the one who brings the action!
atomic kitten or Oasis: Oasis! woot!
plan for the future or let it come to you: plan for the future, and then take it as it comes
chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
micky D's or burger king: nope
sweet or sour: both
root beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper
cats or dogs: dogs. cause i like cats but they make me sneeze. *achoo!*
Ocean or pool: Ocean is nicer and more hmmm...romantic
Nacho cheese or Cool ranch: cool ranch
with or without ice cubes: with ice thanks very much
Milk/Dark or White chocolate: white chocolate
Shine or Rain: both
Winter/Spring/Autumn/summer: summer/autumn. esp. in upstate New York their trees are beautiful
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Skiing or Snowboarding: snowboarding
Biking or blading: biking
Cereal or toast: breakfast?
Rock/ska/punk/rap/r&b/alternative/pop/techno/country/folk/swing: i see no Broadway music! lol. I love all of it. except rap and country.
Bunk Bed or Water Bed: water bed
Gloves or Mittens: Gloves
Eyes opened or closed: when? open, so i can see things.... closed when... well... hehe. ;)
Fly or breathe under water: fly!
motor boat or sail boat: airplane. no. i dunno. either.
chewing gum or hard candy: gum
lights on or off: almost always off. unless it's on stage or in NY at night. ;)
pies or cakes: cakes
Posh or Becks: FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET IT - THIS IS TALKING ABOUT POSH SPICE OR DAVID BECKHAM! I say Beckham, though I was a Spice Girls fan way back when.
On guys
Boxers or briefs? boxer briefs
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? sensitive
6 pack or muscular arms? 6 pack... and the V!
good guy or bad guy? bad boy. but not STUPID.
long hair or short hair? mid lengthy. so it has some movement.
dark hair or blonde hair? dark
tall or short? medium-short
dark or light eyes? either. as longs as they're pretty.
stubble or neatly shaved? depends on the guy
ears peirced or no? doesn't matter
Accent or not? OMG defiantely an accent. *faint*
Rugged outdoorsy or sporty? no.
Big hands or regular size? regular. cause mine are little
who is your dream man? hehe. must you ask? Johnny Depp all the way! (followed by an onslaught of gay men, Hugh Jackman, Ewan McGregor, and Jude Law. Wow. I really do like accents, don't I?)
curly or straight hair? depends on the guy. but usually straight.
Tan or Fair skinned? either
On Girls
Hair color? dark
personality? funky and original, outgoing and a dreamer.... ambitious and thoughtful
what turns you on about a girl? i don't really know. isn't it odd? i just... ahh! I miss my girl. ;)
what is the ultimate song for your ultimate girl? I dunno.
who do you think is your ultimate girl? well besides people I know and love, I heart Nicole Kidman, Cathrine Zeta Jones, Charlize Theron (I do like the accents. goodness!)
what would you consider the "perfect moment"? wow. I can't tell you that. too personal.
sweet or sassy? probably sassy, but with a sweet side
girly-girl or tom-boy? neither. just a girl. geez
tall or short? medium-short
deep or shallow? deep - very. :)
quiet or loud? both
nice or mean? nice but speaks her mind
friendly or selfish? friendly
weird or original? definately both. but especially original.
normal or special? special
smart or stupid? smart
boring or fun? fun
attractive or unattractive? attractive
The 5's (THE FAB 5!!!)
5 thing that scare me~not achieveing my dreams, not having friends, losing my family, being stuck here forever, um... big flying bugs like horse flies???
5 things that makes me laugh~ my family, my friends, myself, QE/Will and Grace, Johnny
5 things I love~being there for friends/family, BROADWAY/ theatre, Johnnt and his movies, gay people, New York
5 things I hate~homophobia, ignorance, hypocricy, passive-aggressive ness, being shallow
5 things I don't understand~boys, ^the things i hate^, video games, most television shows, liking violence
5 negative facts about me~ I'm too bossy, I take over, I sometimes focus too much on the future to enjoy the moment, I have a very obsessive personality.... um... I suck at video games?
5 positive facts about me~ I am one of the most determined persistent people you will ever meet, I'm totally liberal and love every minute of it, I'm confident anda dreamer, I love learning, my friends, and my family, I know what I want to do with my future!
5 things I plan to do before I die~ perform in RENT on Broadwy, travel around the world, meet someone who will change my life and love me forever, make a movie with Johnny Depp, do something amazing to change the world and show my friends and family how much i love them
5 things I can do~ read, love, act/dance/sing, travel, dream
Top 5 songs I think are cool~ That's really hard. um.... anything from RENT; Defying Gravity from Wicked; Don't Go Away by Oasis; Summer, Hightland Falls; and Goodnight Saigon by Billy Joel but there are so many more
5 things that turn me on about the opposite sex~Eyes, personality, smile, hair, and of course the body (sorry Alonzo, you had good answers)
5 things I say the most~indeed, muahahahahaha, thanks for that, fabulous, i'm just peachy, how are you?
Woot! All done! That took 51 minutes for me to complete!
Love to all cause love is good!
Smoked: nope. not ever.
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes, many times ^_~
kissed someone of the same sex: yep. and i miss her every day
skinny-dipped:nope
failed a class: if a B counts as failing... no.
broke a bone:my thumb, twice. yay! not.
killed someone:violence is not the answer
cried over a boy or girl: yeah
had a death in the family:yeah
ran around in the nude: i doubt it
live in the moment: try my best!
have dreams that keep coming back: always
play an instrument: flute, piano, a lil guitar...
believe that there is life on other planets: anything is possible
read the newspaper: yes. EVERYONE SHOULD!
have any gay or lesbian friends: who doesn't?
believe in miracles: yep
believe that it's possible to remain faithful forever: of course
believe in astrology:most definately
think yourself to be tolerant of others: absolutely.
believe in God: not in the traditional sense. more like, i believe in the Goddess
pray: not really.
go to church: yes! and i luv it!
have any secrets: duh. doesn't everyone? if not, that's a secret to me
talk to strangers that I.M. you: yeah. it's pretty entertaining
have any pets: i do now! a beagle puppy named Kramer... only 9 months old! he's so cute!
do well in school: you betta believe it!
go to college: damn right - NYU as a double major in theatre and english!
have any piercings or tattoos: my ears are pierced. i've thought about my bellybutton and maybe a tatoo, but i dunno if i could deal with the pain of a tatoo
have a best friend: yeah
have an obsession: hahaha. no. i do not have AN obsession. I have many!
collect anything:anything to do with my obsessions. ;)
wish on stars: why not?
have bad habits: not really.
like your handwriting: no
care about looks: yeah, just cause it's fun
This or That: This
Day time or night time:most definately night time. especially in New York. Woot!
Horror or comedy: both
books or t.v.: books. damn TV is awful
beers or spirits: Spirits
disco or rock: rock. Disco is dead! how many times do I have to tell you?
romantic meal for two or gang down at the pub: both, at different times.
flowers or chocolates: Flowers and chocolates
window shopping or shop-til-you-drop: shop til you drop, AFTER window shopping. ;)
curry or Chinese: curry (especially Tim Curry! lol)
innie or outie:innie
"Road Trip" or "American Pie": neither
Financial gain or spiritual gratification:spiritual gratification
fame or quiet life: definately fame.
parental advice of friendly advice: both
green or brown: green
football or soaps: neither
tabloid or broadsheet: nope
happy in life or consistently depressed: happy in life
Yahoo or msn: msn
Ally McBeal or Fraiser: Fraiser
platstation or Nintendo: neither
Cheese or ham: Cheese
Cheesy Christmas gift or unusual nik-nak: unusual nik-nak
blue or black ink: either. but i prefer purple
over the phone or face to face: depends. usually IM.
barbecue or Sunday roast: barbecue
fashionably late or get there early: hard to say... don't want to miss out on the action. but i'd say late, because then I get to make an entrance, and of course I'm the one who brings the action!
atomic kitten or Oasis: Oasis! woot!
plan for the future or let it come to you: plan for the future, and then take it as it comes
chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate
micky D's or burger king: nope
sweet or sour: both
root beer or Dr. Pepper: Dr. Pepper
cats or dogs: dogs. cause i like cats but they make me sneeze. *achoo!*
Ocean or pool: Ocean is nicer and more hmmm...romantic
Nacho cheese or Cool ranch: cool ranch
with or without ice cubes: with ice thanks very much
Milk/Dark or White chocolate: white chocolate
Shine or Rain: both
Winter/Spring/Autumn/summer: summer/autumn. esp. in upstate New York their trees are beautiful
Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate
Skiing or Snowboarding: snowboarding
Biking or blading: biking
Cereal or toast: breakfast?
Rock/ska/punk/rap/r&b/alternative/pop/techno/country/folk/swing: i see no Broadway music! lol. I love all of it. except rap and country.
Bunk Bed or Water Bed: water bed
Gloves or Mittens: Gloves
Eyes opened or closed: when? open, so i can see things.... closed when... well... hehe. ;)
Fly or breathe under water: fly!
motor boat or sail boat: airplane. no. i dunno. either.
chewing gum or hard candy: gum
lights on or off: almost always off. unless it's on stage or in NY at night. ;)
pies or cakes: cakes
Posh or Becks: FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T GET IT - THIS IS TALKING ABOUT POSH SPICE OR DAVID BECKHAM! I say Beckham, though I was a Spice Girls fan way back when.
On guys
Boxers or briefs? boxer briefs
Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? sensitive
6 pack or muscular arms? 6 pack... and the V!
good guy or bad guy? bad boy. but not STUPID.
long hair or short hair? mid lengthy. so it has some movement.
dark hair or blonde hair? dark
tall or short? medium-short
dark or light eyes? either. as longs as they're pretty.
stubble or neatly shaved? depends on the guy
ears peirced or no? doesn't matter
Accent or not? OMG defiantely an accent. *faint*
Rugged outdoorsy or sporty? no.
Big hands or regular size? regular. cause mine are little
who is your dream man? hehe. must you ask? Johnny Depp all the way! (followed by an onslaught of gay men, Hugh Jackman, Ewan McGregor, and Jude Law. Wow. I really do like accents, don't I?)
curly or straight hair? depends on the guy. but usually straight.
Tan or Fair skinned? either
On Girls
Hair color? dark
personality? funky and original, outgoing and a dreamer.... ambitious and thoughtful
what turns you on about a girl? i don't really know. isn't it odd? i just... ahh! I miss my girl. ;)
what is the ultimate song for your ultimate girl? I dunno.
who do you think is your ultimate girl? well besides people I know and love, I heart Nicole Kidman, Cathrine Zeta Jones, Charlize Theron (I do like the accents. goodness!)
what would you consider the "perfect moment"? wow. I can't tell you that. too personal.
sweet or sassy? probably sassy, but with a sweet side
girly-girl or tom-boy? neither. just a girl. geez
tall or short? medium-short
deep or shallow? deep - very. :)
quiet or loud? both
nice or mean? nice but speaks her mind
friendly or selfish? friendly
weird or original? definately both. but especially original.
normal or special? special
smart or stupid? smart
boring or fun? fun
attractive or unattractive? attractive
The 5's (THE FAB 5!!!)
5 thing that scare me~not achieveing my dreams, not having friends, losing my family, being stuck here forever, um... big flying bugs like horse flies???
5 things that makes me laugh~ my family, my friends, myself, QE/Will and Grace, Johnny
5 things I love~being there for friends/family, BROADWAY/ theatre, Johnnt and his movies, gay people, New York
5 things I hate~homophobia, ignorance, hypocricy, passive-aggressive ness, being shallow
5 things I don't understand~boys, ^the things i hate^, video games, most television shows, liking violence
5 negative facts about me~ I'm too bossy, I take over, I sometimes focus too much on the future to enjoy the moment, I have a very obsessive personality.... um... I suck at video games?
5 positive facts about me~ I am one of the most determined persistent people you will ever meet, I'm totally liberal and love every minute of it, I'm confident anda dreamer, I love learning, my friends, and my family, I know what I want to do with my future!
5 things I plan to do before I die~ perform in RENT on Broadwy, travel around the world, meet someone who will change my life and love me forever, make a movie with Johnny Depp, do something amazing to change the world and show my friends and family how much i love them
5 things I can do~ read, love, act/dance/sing, travel, dream
Top 5 songs I think are cool~ That's really hard. um.... anything from RENT; Defying Gravity from Wicked; Don't Go Away by Oasis; Summer, Hightland Falls; and Goodnight Saigon by Billy Joel but there are so many more
5 things that turn me on about the opposite sex~Eyes, personality, smile, hair, and of course the body (sorry Alonzo, you had good answers)
5 things I say the most~indeed, muahahahahaha, thanks for that, fabulous, i'm just peachy, how are you?
Woot! All done! That took 51 minutes for me to complete!
Love to all cause love is good!
Monday, May 30, 2005
She Said
Life's river shall rise
She Said
And only the strong shall survive
She Said
But I'm feeling quite weak
She Said
Will you comfort and forgive me
She Said
She said she's still searching
For salvation's light
She said she wishes all day
And she prays all night
She said she won't speak of love
Because love she's never known S
he said it's moments like these
She hates to be alone
Forgive me
She Said
Forgive me
She Said
~*~"She Said" Collective Soul
So summer is already quite busy. Jake came over on Friday and we had fun just hanging around. We took Kramer for a bike ride through Central Park and past my theatre. When we got back, Jake made me lunch. I appreciate people who take foods class. Yay! We watched Finding Neverland, and then he went home so he wouldn't be here when my dad got home. ;)
Friday night I babysat Rachel and Joey for about 5 hours or so. Watched PotC many times. hehe. Good stuff.
Saturday Molly came over and we painted for many hours. Even after she lefy I painted some more. Lots of painting has been going on this weekend. But my room is starting to look pretty cool!
Sunday I went to church and rehearsed with Bev afterwards. I'm feeling pretty good about my audition. Yay! I will have so much fun on that production... I love Frank!
Today Molly came over to help me paint some more. There's still some left to do, that I'll have to do myself, but it's looking good. The closet is gonna be awesome. I still have to figure out what exactly I'm doing on the walls. It'll be interesting. That's for sure.
Anywho. I have plenty to do... Lines to rehearse, songs to sing, and things to paint, so I'm off. More as soon as I can!
Love to all cause love is good!
She Said
And only the strong shall survive
She Said
But I'm feeling quite weak
She Said
Will you comfort and forgive me
She Said
She said she's still searching
For salvation's light
She said she wishes all day
And she prays all night
She said she won't speak of love
Because love she's never known S
he said it's moments like these
She hates to be alone
Forgive me
She Said
Forgive me
She Said
~*~"She Said" Collective Soul
So summer is already quite busy. Jake came over on Friday and we had fun just hanging around. We took Kramer for a bike ride through Central Park and past my theatre. When we got back, Jake made me lunch. I appreciate people who take foods class. Yay! We watched Finding Neverland, and then he went home so he wouldn't be here when my dad got home. ;)
Friday night I babysat Rachel and Joey for about 5 hours or so. Watched PotC many times. hehe. Good stuff.
Saturday Molly came over and we painted for many hours. Even after she lefy I painted some more. Lots of painting has been going on this weekend. But my room is starting to look pretty cool!
Sunday I went to church and rehearsed with Bev afterwards. I'm feeling pretty good about my audition. Yay! I will have so much fun on that production... I love Frank!
Today Molly came over to help me paint some more. There's still some left to do, that I'll have to do myself, but it's looking good. The closet is gonna be awesome. I still have to figure out what exactly I'm doing on the walls. It'll be interesting. That's for sure.
Anywho. I have plenty to do... Lines to rehearse, songs to sing, and things to paint, so I'm off. More as soon as I can!
Love to all cause love is good!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Thank You For Loving Me
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heartI wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
~*~"Thank You For Loving Me" Bon Jovi
I love the guy. And that CD is awesome. Anywho. So updates!
What the fuck? How did I forget to tell you guys on Wednesday? I saw Blue Man Group on Tuesday! It was amazing! I've never seen anything like it. Well, because there is nothing like it. It's so wierd! But I had tons of fun. We had to park a little ways, around a couple blocks, so we got to walk through part of boys town. It was awesome. I got a cool shirt with a blue man face on the back. Cool stuff. Would love to go again sometime! It was just like... wow. It's an hour 45 with no intermission, but it doesn't matter. The show goes by so fast. Crazy fabulous.
Leslie will be here in less than 2 weeks! My goddess. That's soon. And my play's coming far too quickly for my liking. Still don't know all my lines. What will I do? Well I have plenty of time on my hands this weekend to practice. That, and my audition song. Joy!
Painting my room tomorrow. It's gonna be fabulous! Yay! My mom and I bought paint last night. I'm excited. It'll also be something else to keep me busy over the weekend.
Got done with all my finals and school! Yay! And guess what? I got an A in biology. Woot woot! So I think I got straight A's once again. Hooray!
Anywho. I've been on for quite some time now. Been up since 7:30 (don't know why, couldn't sleep), and I haven't eaten. So bye guys! Gimme a call. I've got a cell for the weekend too, through tuesday, so let it ring! 306-8993 yay!
Love to all cause love is good!
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heartI wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
~*~"Thank You For Loving Me" Bon Jovi
I love the guy. And that CD is awesome. Anywho. So updates!
What the fuck? How did I forget to tell you guys on Wednesday? I saw Blue Man Group on Tuesday! It was amazing! I've never seen anything like it. Well, because there is nothing like it. It's so wierd! But I had tons of fun. We had to park a little ways, around a couple blocks, so we got to walk through part of boys town. It was awesome. I got a cool shirt with a blue man face on the back. Cool stuff. Would love to go again sometime! It was just like... wow. It's an hour 45 with no intermission, but it doesn't matter. The show goes by so fast. Crazy fabulous.
Leslie will be here in less than 2 weeks! My goddess. That's soon. And my play's coming far too quickly for my liking. Still don't know all my lines. What will I do? Well I have plenty of time on my hands this weekend to practice. That, and my audition song. Joy!
Painting my room tomorrow. It's gonna be fabulous! Yay! My mom and I bought paint last night. I'm excited. It'll also be something else to keep me busy over the weekend.
Got done with all my finals and school! Yay! And guess what? I got an A in biology. Woot woot! So I think I got straight A's once again. Hooray!
Anywho. I've been on for quite some time now. Been up since 7:30 (don't know why, couldn't sleep), and I haven't eaten. So bye guys! Gimme a call. I've got a cell for the weekend too, through tuesday, so let it ring! 306-8993 yay!
Love to all cause love is good!
Monday, May 23, 2005
Crystal Ball
Sometimes I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreams
All alone and trapped in time
All alone and trapped in time
I wonder what tomorrow has in mind for me
Or am I even in it's mind at all
Perhaps I'll get a chance to look ahead and see
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball
Soon as I find myself a crystal ball
Tell me, tell me where I'm going
I don't know where I've been
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
And then tell me again
My heart is breaking, my body's aching
And I don't know where to go
Tell me, tell me, won't you tell me
I've just got to know
Crystal ball
There's so many things I need to know
Crystal ball
There's so many things I've got to know
Crystal ball
If you should see me walking
Through your dreams at night
Would you please direct me
Where I ought to be
I've been looking for a crystal ball
To shed the ligh
tTo find a future in me...
To find a future in me...
~*~"Crystal Ball" Styx
Hey guys. So I have about 10 minutes, and I'm trying to check e-mail at the same time so we'll see how much I can get done.
The first day of finals was okay. Geography sucked because Goranson is an incompetent teacher who probably doesn't know what that word means. But anyway. Spanish was okay, just a little confusing. Geometry was easy. Tomorrow I have Crafts and Biology. I've already finished my crafts final project though, so I can study for Bio the whole time! Oh joy!
So I went and saw Kicking and Screaming today with my mom, brother, Mike, and Nia. It was a really predicatable movie, but the kids were cute and amusing enough. The whole point was to go see a movie I wouldn't normally see. So there ya go.
So I'm not sure, but I think there may be a slight suicide watch going on in my house. A certain someone said something to their mom about me, who said something to my mom, who said something to me. It's crazy. But guess what, guys, I don't want to die. So don't worry about it. Oy.
John & Jen ended last night. It was sad. Chris is taking another job, so that was his last show. Plus I won't get to see Peter and Kelly all the time, or be at ITC practically every day. But oh well. Moving on to focusing on my play! Geez. And Fiddler auditions!
Speaking of which, Bev is gonna help me. Hopefully I'll get a part and you can all come see me. Frank is choreographing, so I'll get to work with him, if i'm in it. Yay!
All for now, I've got to eat and do chores and stuff. What fun, I know. You can always call me!
Love to all cause love is good!
Friday, May 20, 2005
Through the Trees
A place that's overflowing
Where buildings touch the sun
A place where I can be someone
And noone
~*~"Introduction to Hold Down the Fort" John & Jen
I didn't want to use the title of the song for the title of this post, because it's stupid. So I looked out the window and the first thing I saw became the title. Yay, crazy reasoning!
Anywho. So things are crazy right now. Just want to let everyone know I am ok. Don't really have time to write, because I'm so busy. But I'll try to keep in touch!
Love to all cause love is good!
Where buildings touch the sun
A place where I can be someone
And noone
~*~"Introduction to Hold Down the Fort" John & Jen
I didn't want to use the title of the song for the title of this post, because it's stupid. So I looked out the window and the first thing I saw became the title. Yay, crazy reasoning!
Anywho. So things are crazy right now. Just want to let everyone know I am ok. Don't really have time to write, because I'm so busy. But I'll try to keep in touch!
Love to all cause love is good!
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Let It Be
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
~*~"Let it Be" The Beatles
How amazing are they? Amazing, let me tell you. Ok. I'm done with that now. Hehe. Anywho.
Lots is going on (isn't it always?) I'm so busy. Saturday was fun. Molly, Nia, and Stephanie came over to see the play and spend the night. Stephanie had to go home, but we still had fun.
Oh but I skipped Friday! Oh my gosh. I saw Alan on opening night! Yay! We had a good time talking before and after the show. He knows Kelly from a long time ago, I guess. Kelly is the lead actress in the show, by the way. It was so good to see him.
Before that though, I was out cruizing with Tommy. We went to Crete in his car and drove around. Got some veggie burgers at Burger King (I didn't even know they had those there!) and went to have a picnic in the cemetary and then it rained. We got back to the theatre around 6:40 and I found Alan backstage with Etel, Kelly, and Peter (guy in the show) and so I just hung out back there until there was stuff to do.
Jeny and Maria's show opened, and so there's talk of me taking the train up there and meeting Alan at Randolph street so he can drive us up to see it in Rockford. My mom wants to talk to Etel first. I dunno.
Anywho. So I found out on Thursday that I'm going to be inducted into Spanish Honor Society, which is cool, and I filled out my card and have 29 Thespians points, so tonight I'm going to an induction dinner for that. Racheal's working backstage for me. Fun stuff, yay!
I think that's about all for now. 4 weeks to my play, people! I'll have tickets starting next Thursday - $5 each, just so you know. You can get them at the door, if you want, but I will also be selling them, so let me know if you want one. :)
Love to all cause love is good!
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Yeah there will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
~*~"Let it Be" The Beatles
How amazing are they? Amazing, let me tell you. Ok. I'm done with that now. Hehe. Anywho.
Lots is going on (isn't it always?) I'm so busy. Saturday was fun. Molly, Nia, and Stephanie came over to see the play and spend the night. Stephanie had to go home, but we still had fun.
Oh but I skipped Friday! Oh my gosh. I saw Alan on opening night! Yay! We had a good time talking before and after the show. He knows Kelly from a long time ago, I guess. Kelly is the lead actress in the show, by the way. It was so good to see him.
Before that though, I was out cruizing with Tommy. We went to Crete in his car and drove around. Got some veggie burgers at Burger King (I didn't even know they had those there!) and went to have a picnic in the cemetary and then it rained. We got back to the theatre around 6:40 and I found Alan backstage with Etel, Kelly, and Peter (guy in the show) and so I just hung out back there until there was stuff to do.
Jeny and Maria's show opened, and so there's talk of me taking the train up there and meeting Alan at Randolph street so he can drive us up to see it in Rockford. My mom wants to talk to Etel first. I dunno.
Anywho. So I found out on Thursday that I'm going to be inducted into Spanish Honor Society, which is cool, and I filled out my card and have 29 Thespians points, so tonight I'm going to an induction dinner for that. Racheal's working backstage for me. Fun stuff, yay!
I think that's about all for now. 4 weeks to my play, people! I'll have tickets starting next Thursday - $5 each, just so you know. You can get them at the door, if you want, but I will also be selling them, so let me know if you want one. :)
Love to all cause love is good!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Possibly Maybe
electric shocks
I love them
with you
dozen a day
but after a while I wonder
where's that love you promised me?
where is it?
possibly maybe
probably love
possibly, possibly
possibly maybe
probably love
how can you offer me love like that?
my heart's burned
how can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
leave me alone
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
~*~"Possibly Maybe" Bjork
Hey all. So it's been a while since I've posted, but what else is new? Actually, a lot is new. So let's get to it!
Con was awesome. Had lots of fun and no sleep. It was so good to see all my friends! And it was fun being on phoof patrol, and run for DYSC and AYC. Joy! Seniors, you will be missed. Skunk, we love you! Danny, you deserved it. Haha, Chris, I have your picture, so now I have your soul. Thanks Sammy!
So I'm working on a show at ITC now, John & Jen - you should all come see it! It's a musical and lots of good fun! Plus I can probably get you in free! That's the best stuff, right? Yeah!
Anywho. As a result, I will have no life for the rest of this week and the 2 weeks after it. Do call and leave messages though, I'll get back to you all, I promise. And don't foget my birthday next week - I know you love me!
There was an o-so-joyous award ceremony tonight. Anybody else sick of those? Like, they call you up, agonizingly one by one, so they can shake your hand and give you a piece of paper. This piece of paper will then join your collection, in the bottom of your desk drawer, where it sits until you clean it out (it that ever happens). Either way, they still end up back in the drawer for ever and after. And do they really expect that plaque to go up on my wall? YEAH RIGHT!
Anywho. Guess who I saw today? Ryan Rudolph! Yeah, amazing I know. What a throwback to... last year! Hah. Don't really wanna go there. Anyway. I saw him and his dad backstage, cause they had to come pick up something they left from their show at ITC on Saturday. Woot! (not really. no actually I don't know. I wasn't there.)
Yeah well I guess that's about all for now. It's almost time for Family Guy! Yay! (Did you see the new episode on Sunday?! Yay! New episodes!) Yeah. Okay I think I'm done now.
Love to all cause love is good!
I love them
with you
dozen a day
but after a while I wonder
where's that love you promised me?
where is it?
possibly maybe
probably love
possibly, possibly
possibly maybe
probably love
how can you offer me love like that?
my heart's burned
how can you offer me love like that?
I'm exhausted
leave me alone
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
possibly maybe
~*~"Possibly Maybe" Bjork
Hey all. So it's been a while since I've posted, but what else is new? Actually, a lot is new. So let's get to it!
Con was awesome. Had lots of fun and no sleep. It was so good to see all my friends! And it was fun being on phoof patrol, and run for DYSC and AYC. Joy! Seniors, you will be missed. Skunk, we love you! Danny, you deserved it. Haha, Chris, I have your picture, so now I have your soul. Thanks Sammy!
So I'm working on a show at ITC now, John & Jen - you should all come see it! It's a musical and lots of good fun! Plus I can probably get you in free! That's the best stuff, right? Yeah!
Anywho. As a result, I will have no life for the rest of this week and the 2 weeks after it. Do call and leave messages though, I'll get back to you all, I promise. And don't foget my birthday next week - I know you love me!
There was an o-so-joyous award ceremony tonight. Anybody else sick of those? Like, they call you up, agonizingly one by one, so they can shake your hand and give you a piece of paper. This piece of paper will then join your collection, in the bottom of your desk drawer, where it sits until you clean it out (it that ever happens). Either way, they still end up back in the drawer for ever and after. And do they really expect that plaque to go up on my wall? YEAH RIGHT!
Anywho. Guess who I saw today? Ryan Rudolph! Yeah, amazing I know. What a throwback to... last year! Hah. Don't really wanna go there. Anyway. I saw him and his dad backstage, cause they had to come pick up something they left from their show at ITC on Saturday. Woot! (not really. no actually I don't know. I wasn't there.)
Yeah well I guess that's about all for now. It's almost time for Family Guy! Yay! (Did you see the new episode on Sunday?! Yay! New episodes!) Yeah. Okay I think I'm done now.
Love to all cause love is good!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Wednesday
Nothing here to fear
I'm just sitting around
being foolish when there
is work to be done
Jjust a hang-up call
and the quiet breathing
of our Persian
we call Cajun on a Wednesday
so we go from year to year
with secrets we've been
keeping
Though you say you're
not a Templar man
Seems as if we're
circling for very
different reasons
But one day the Eagle
has to land
Out past the fountain
a left by the station
I start the day
in the usual way
Then think
-- well why not --
and stop for a coffee
then begin to recall
things that you say
No one's at the door
You suggest a ghost
perhaps a phantom
I agree with this in part
Something is with us
I can't put my
finger on --
is Thumbalina size 10
on a Wednesday --
~*~"Wednesday" Tori Amos
Oh my gosh, I'm posting 2 days in a row! What has gotten into me?! Or rather, how in the world did I get my parents to let me get online 2 days in a row? I have no idea.
Anywho. So yeah. No school today. But I was over at Jordan's from 11 to 5, working on the geometry project. Ok, we worked on the priject from 12:30 to 4. Close enough. You can't expect us to work all the time!
I wonder what I've done wrong. For you see, in ways unknown to others, I am punished for their actions. Because they get in trouble, I can't hang out with them. So then what am I to do? I write poems. Long laments about all sorts of things, that I later feel stupid for writing. But whatever.
Isn't it strange how peopel change over time? And so much, in ways you could never imagine. Even when you think things are so predictable, life is never for sure, and all the sudden things are different. It's the wierdest things that do it too. I don't know. It's a mystery.
Gotta go. IT's getting late and I've been on a while.
Love to all cause love is good!
I'm just sitting around
being foolish when there
is work to be done
Jjust a hang-up call
and the quiet breathing
of our Persian
we call Cajun on a Wednesday
so we go from year to year
with secrets we've been
keeping
Though you say you're
not a Templar man
Seems as if we're
circling for very
different reasons
But one day the Eagle
has to land
Out past the fountain
a left by the station
I start the day
in the usual way
Then think
-- well why not --
and stop for a coffee
then begin to recall
things that you say
No one's at the door
You suggest a ghost
perhaps a phantom
I agree with this in part
Something is with us
I can't put my
finger on --
is Thumbalina size 10
on a Wednesday --
~*~"Wednesday" Tori Amos
Oh my gosh, I'm posting 2 days in a row! What has gotten into me?! Or rather, how in the world did I get my parents to let me get online 2 days in a row? I have no idea.
Anywho. So yeah. No school today. But I was over at Jordan's from 11 to 5, working on the geometry project. Ok, we worked on the priject from 12:30 to 4. Close enough. You can't expect us to work all the time!
I wonder what I've done wrong. For you see, in ways unknown to others, I am punished for their actions. Because they get in trouble, I can't hang out with them. So then what am I to do? I write poems. Long laments about all sorts of things, that I later feel stupid for writing. But whatever.
Isn't it strange how peopel change over time? And so much, in ways you could never imagine. Even when you think things are so predictable, life is never for sure, and all the sudden things are different. It's the wierdest things that do it too. I don't know. It's a mystery.
Gotta go. IT's getting late and I've been on a while.
Love to all cause love is good!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
JÓGA
all the accidents that happen
follow the dot
coincidence makes sense
only with youyou don't have to speak
I feel
emotional landscapes
they puzzle me
then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this
state of emergency
how beautiful to be!
state of emergency
is where I want to be
~*~"JÓGA" Bjork
So I actually have a little time to write tonight. Not much, of course, but a bit.
The play was awesome, and I am proud to declare Disco is dead! Thank goodness. I had a good time with the play, but it is nice to be done with that so I can focus on other things, like The Children's Hour, which has sneaked up on me quite quickly while I wasn't looking. Plus there is plenty of homework to do before finals. Only 20 more days of school though! And we have tomorrow and Thrusday off. How nice. For once, I appreciate standardized testing. Yay!
I'll be off to Wisconsin this weekend - Spring Con '05! This will be my 5th con... it feels like just yesterday I was a virgin getting foophed (p. fOOFed) in St. Louis... Yet it was a whole year ago! I was there with Kat... and she and I have been at every con together since then. She'll miss this one though... but I've been over that, so I won't go there again. I can't wait to see Carly! I miss her so much!
So right now I'm just chillin' talking to Leslie and Jake, and listening to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack! It's so nice. Good times. I'll do my homework tomorrow or something. I do have to go over to Jordan's to work on my geometry project with her and Sarah. What fun, right? Right? Of course. haha. Yeah right!
Let me add a little chat between me and Jake: I find it entertaining enough!
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Linz....stop doing stuff to peoples brains
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: "GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population"
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Pssh, if I was gay i wouldnt be as much fun as I am
DangerousDepp319: oh you're reading my blog?
DangerousDepp319: haha
DangerousDepp319: i'm like that! i have telekinesis or whatever!DangerousDepp319: i mean... wait. that's moving things
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Then what am i thinking?!?1DangerousDepp319: nvm
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Physcic^
DangerousDepp319: yeah sure. but not quite.
DangerousDepp319: i'm posessive or something
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: yes...exactly
Yeah well, I think that's enough for now. I hope you all enjoy! This one is actually a lot.
Love to all cause love is good!
follow the dot
coincidence makes sense
only with youyou don't have to speak
I feel
emotional landscapes
they puzzle me
then the riddle gets solved and you push me up to this
state of emergency
how beautiful to be!
state of emergency
is where I want to be
~*~"JÓGA" Bjork
So I actually have a little time to write tonight. Not much, of course, but a bit.
The play was awesome, and I am proud to declare Disco is dead! Thank goodness. I had a good time with the play, but it is nice to be done with that so I can focus on other things, like The Children's Hour, which has sneaked up on me quite quickly while I wasn't looking. Plus there is plenty of homework to do before finals. Only 20 more days of school though! And we have tomorrow and Thrusday off. How nice. For once, I appreciate standardized testing. Yay!
I'll be off to Wisconsin this weekend - Spring Con '05! This will be my 5th con... it feels like just yesterday I was a virgin getting foophed (p. fOOFed) in St. Louis... Yet it was a whole year ago! I was there with Kat... and she and I have been at every con together since then. She'll miss this one though... but I've been over that, so I won't go there again. I can't wait to see Carly! I miss her so much!
So right now I'm just chillin' talking to Leslie and Jake, and listening to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack! It's so nice. Good times. I'll do my homework tomorrow or something. I do have to go over to Jordan's to work on my geometry project with her and Sarah. What fun, right? Right? Of course. haha. Yeah right!
Let me add a little chat between me and Jake: I find it entertaining enough!
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Linz....stop doing stuff to peoples brains
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: "GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population"
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Pssh, if I was gay i wouldnt be as much fun as I am
DangerousDepp319: oh you're reading my blog?
DangerousDepp319: haha
DangerousDepp319: i'm like that! i have telekinesis or whatever!DangerousDepp319: i mean... wait. that's moving things
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Then what am i thinking?!?1DangerousDepp319: nvm
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: Physcic^
DangerousDepp319: yeah sure. but not quite.
DangerousDepp319: i'm posessive or something
ACraZyWhiteBoy88: yes...exactly
Yeah well, I think that's enough for now. I hope you all enjoy! This one is actually a lot.
Love to all cause love is good!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Recoil
come home and my guitar
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my friends
and then i'm in misery
been so long since i've been held
really since i was his
probably just need to be held
that's probably all it is
course, then i think of my dad
who time travels mostly now
back to when he was free
and holding out hope somehow
who sits all day in a line
of wheelchairs against a wall
inventing ways to play out time
like us all
like us all
to all the people out there tonight
who are comforting themselves
if you should happen to see my light
you can stop and ring my bell
i'm just sittin here in this sty
strewn with half written songs
taking one breath at a time
nothin much going on
nothin much going on
little flashing zeroon my answering machine
rats scratching at my brain
brain shuffling its feet
yes i have my father's heart
it may or may not keep on trying
can't really tell you what it is
keeps me this side of that dark line
but i'm not there to take care of him
and i'm not here to take care of me
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
~*~"Recoil" Ani DiFranco
Hi guys! Look I'm on again already! Guess what I have decided? I currently GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population (because I always love the gay population!) Grrr boys! Sorry. Having a few issues with some of the boys in my life. Though I will say Jake impressed me today. I don't know if that had anything to do with his talk with Jordan yesterday, but he actually apologized today. Yay!
On the other hand, there's still "the boy" and Alonzo... argh! stupid boys! (Yeah Jordan, it's my turn to be bitter)
Whatever. I'll just keep watching my Johnny movies and Rocky Horror. (I heart Tim Curry!)
There's a con next weekend. I can't wait. I miss Carly and Jamie and everybody! Of course, many people will be at the Marwood reunion, because for some reason, some idiot planned 2 UU youth events for the same weekend. There's a genuine stroke of genius for you.
Anyway. I think I'm done. I've got stuff to do before Family Guy. Such an awesome show!
Love to all cause love is good!
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my friends
and then i'm in misery
been so long since i've been held
really since i was his
probably just need to be held
that's probably all it is
course, then i think of my dad
who time travels mostly now
back to when he was free
and holding out hope somehow
who sits all day in a line
of wheelchairs against a wall
inventing ways to play out time
like us all
like us all
to all the people out there tonight
who are comforting themselves
if you should happen to see my light
you can stop and ring my bell
i'm just sittin here in this sty
strewn with half written songs
taking one breath at a time
nothin much going on
nothin much going on
little flashing zeroon my answering machine
rats scratching at my brain
brain shuffling its feet
yes i have my father's heart
it may or may not keep on trying
can't really tell you what it is
keeps me this side of that dark line
but i'm not there to take care of him
and i'm not here to take care of me
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
i'm going outside to watch the house burn down
across the street
~*~"Recoil" Ani DiFranco
Hi guys! Look I'm on again already! Guess what I have decided? I currently GREATLY dislike the non-gay male population (because I always love the gay population!) Grrr boys! Sorry. Having a few issues with some of the boys in my life. Though I will say Jake impressed me today. I don't know if that had anything to do with his talk with Jordan yesterday, but he actually apologized today. Yay!
On the other hand, there's still "the boy" and Alonzo... argh! stupid boys! (Yeah Jordan, it's my turn to be bitter)
Whatever. I'll just keep watching my Johnny movies and Rocky Horror. (I heart Tim Curry!)
There's a con next weekend. I can't wait. I miss Carly and Jamie and everybody! Of course, many people will be at the Marwood reunion, because for some reason, some idiot planned 2 UU youth events for the same weekend. There's a genuine stroke of genius for you.
Anyway. I think I'm done. I've got stuff to do before Family Guy. Such an awesome show!
Love to all cause love is good!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Monday, April 18, 2005
Mystery Train
There are days when she's a whisper
Nights when she's a scream
A reason to wake up in the morning
To close your eyes and dream
She'll curse you like a sailor
She'll wound you with her eyes
She always makes it better
But she won't apologize
I know everything about her but don't know her at all
Chorus:
She's a ride on a mystery train
To a place you've never been before
Better hold on tight to that mystery train
You're not in Kansas anymore
She's a ride
Mystery train
~*~"Mystery Train" Bon Jovi
Look! I'm posting! I know it's been a long time. Always is. I was so busy though! I still am. In fact, I've really got to go now. Just wanted to say hi to everyone and let you know I'm alive. Having a good time with everything. Saw the Frog and Toad cast yesterday. It was awesome!
Happy birthday Michael! I love you so much!
Love to all cause love is good!
Friday, April 08, 2005
Best of Me
Tell me what you thought about when
You were gone and so alone
The worst part's over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling
That we won't give up.
~*~"Best of Me" don't know the band. Help!
I tried to post this earlier but my stupid computer was being lame. So now you get a recap version. (not nearly as much fun.)
Last post: a long time ago! confusing? leave it. bad place. don't wanna go back there
brother: at 11, should I have to tell him to take a shower? i didn't think so.
Leslie: she's coming she's coming! yay!
Me: in a strange mood. and now tired too.
Spring break: good. 2 weeks in Florida = me still pale as paper. that + short +icky braces = obvious reason i don't have a boyfriend. or girlfriend. But I won't go there.
Well, I guess that was fun enough. Short and concise. maybe it's better that way.
Love to all cause love is good. (Even the boy. I'm NOT mailcious. Haha. I spelled it right too!)
You were gone and so alone
The worst part's over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling
That we won't give up.
~*~"Best of Me" don't know the band. Help!
I tried to post this earlier but my stupid computer was being lame. So now you get a recap version. (not nearly as much fun.)
Last post: a long time ago! confusing? leave it. bad place. don't wanna go back there
brother: at 11, should I have to tell him to take a shower? i didn't think so.
Leslie: she's coming she's coming! yay!
Me: in a strange mood. and now tired too.
Spring break: good. 2 weeks in Florida = me still pale as paper. that + short +icky braces = obvious reason i don't have a boyfriend. or girlfriend. But I won't go there.
Well, I guess that was fun enough. Short and concise. maybe it's better that way.
Love to all cause love is good. (Even the boy. I'm NOT mailcious. Haha. I spelled it right too!)
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Time To Start
It's time to start.
Rock concert movement #1: The basic head-bob.
Ready. Go.
Rock concert movement #2:
The one-armed fist pump.
Ready. Go.
In a moment, it will be time to execute rock concert movement #3.
Here are your instructions: Step 1: Bend your knees, and then jump into the air.
Step 2: Let gravity bring you back down, and upon landing, rock your head forward.
Step 3: Repeat.
Ready. Go.
It's time to start.
Rock concert movement #4: The behind-the-head leg stretch.
Ready. Go.
~*~"Time to Start" Blue Man Group
For Skunk. Post 100.
Rock concert movement #1: The basic head-bob.
Ready. Go.
Rock concert movement #2:
The one-armed fist pump.
Ready. Go.
In a moment, it will be time to execute rock concert movement #3.
Here are your instructions: Step 1: Bend your knees, and then jump into the air.
Step 2: Let gravity bring you back down, and upon landing, rock your head forward.
Step 3: Repeat.
Ready. Go.
It's time to start.
Rock concert movement #4: The behind-the-head leg stretch.
Ready. Go.
~*~"Time to Start" Blue Man Group
For Skunk. Post 100.
Monday, March 07, 2005
Redundant
We're living in repetition
Content in the same old shtick again
Now the routine's turning to contention
Like a production line going over and over roller coaster
Now I cannot speak
I lost my voice
Speechless and redundant 'cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words
Choreographed and lack of passion
Prototypes of what we were
Went full circle 'til I'm nauseous
Taken for granted now
Now I waste it faked it ate it now I hate it
Now I cannot speak
I lost my voice
Speechless and redundant 'cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words
~*~"Redundant" Green Day
For Alex, also with this sentiment from the song I thought I was posting, but this one found me so I posted this one instead. Anyway.
from The Grouch:
I drank a six pack of apathy
Life's a bitch and so am I
The world owes me so fuck you.
It's actually a really fun song. If you're in the right mood. By the way, Alex, thanks for commenting. At least SOMEONE will.
Anywho. This is post 100! How exciting! Although my stupid post counter broke at 71 for some reason. I don't know. My dashboard is crap. Whatever.
So we had no school today. I hung out at home. Watched Ellen at 10 cause she's awesome and I don't get to watch TV at school (duh). Tonight I'll be home. Should be making up dance class, but can't because my parents are going to a movie. So I'll be online or working on Bio or watching Family Guy (huzzah!).
The Fellowship Dinner was cool. Had a good time taking pictures. Then on Sunday I was the second person to sign the covenant. Quite exciting and important. I made my first official pledge, too, as a member. (That's money, not a religious thing, in case you were wondering. UUs are humans too. We need money to keep our church running. lol)
Well I think that's about it for now. I've been on for quite a while working on bio research so I better go. More later, maybe.
Love to all cause love is good!
Content in the same old shtick again
Now the routine's turning to contention
Like a production line going over and over roller coaster
Now I cannot speak
I lost my voice
Speechless and redundant 'cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words
Choreographed and lack of passion
Prototypes of what we were
Went full circle 'til I'm nauseous
Taken for granted now
Now I waste it faked it ate it now I hate it
Now I cannot speak
I lost my voice
Speechless and redundant 'cause I love you's not enough
I'm lost for words
~*~"Redundant" Green Day
For Alex, also with this sentiment from the song I thought I was posting, but this one found me so I posted this one instead. Anyway.
from The Grouch:
I drank a six pack of apathy
Life's a bitch and so am I
The world owes me so fuck you.
It's actually a really fun song. If you're in the right mood. By the way, Alex, thanks for commenting. At least SOMEONE will.
Anywho. This is post 100! How exciting! Although my stupid post counter broke at 71 for some reason. I don't know. My dashboard is crap. Whatever.
So we had no school today. I hung out at home. Watched Ellen at 10 cause she's awesome and I don't get to watch TV at school (duh). Tonight I'll be home. Should be making up dance class, but can't because my parents are going to a movie. So I'll be online or working on Bio or watching Family Guy (huzzah!).
The Fellowship Dinner was cool. Had a good time taking pictures. Then on Sunday I was the second person to sign the covenant. Quite exciting and important. I made my first official pledge, too, as a member. (That's money, not a religious thing, in case you were wondering. UUs are humans too. We need money to keep our church running. lol)
Well I think that's about it for now. I've been on for quite a while working on bio research so I better go. More later, maybe.
Love to all cause love is good!
Saturday, March 05, 2005
The Man Who Sold the World
We passed upon the stair, we spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago
Oh no, not me
I never lost control
You're face to face
With The Man Who Sold The World
I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazely stare at all the millions here
We must have died along, a long long time ago
Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the Man who Sold the World
~*~"The Man Who Sold the World" David Bowie
I haven't posted in a while. But I've been busy, and then there's that whole expensive internet thing.
Anywho. Life has been crazy. I'm in the midst of a fight now with Molly and Alonzo, which really sucks beacuse they're my best friends. But I was sad, and now I'm pissed. We'll see how that goes.
Of course there's the Alex issue. I think it's ridculous what a big deal people are making of it. I mean, seriously. What is everyone's problem? I could go on and say everything Jordan said, or you could just read her blog to which I say "ditto."
While we're on the subject though, let me just say (for the people who don't know) I'm bi. And no this isn't just to follow some trend. I just decided that if people will make a big deal about it, I might as well take it off Alex a little so he doesn't have to deal with it so much by himself. Cause Alex, you're awesome and I luv you forever and always, and I'm sorry for the shit you're going through with all these crazy people.
And so now it's out there. Deal with it. I'm going to make a smoothie.
Love to all cause love is good.
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago
Oh no, not me
I never lost control
You're face to face
With The Man Who Sold The World
I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazely stare at all the millions here
We must have died along, a long long time ago
Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the Man who Sold the World
~*~"The Man Who Sold the World" David Bowie
I haven't posted in a while. But I've been busy, and then there's that whole expensive internet thing.
Anywho. Life has been crazy. I'm in the midst of a fight now with Molly and Alonzo, which really sucks beacuse they're my best friends. But I was sad, and now I'm pissed. We'll see how that goes.
Of course there's the Alex issue. I think it's ridculous what a big deal people are making of it. I mean, seriously. What is everyone's problem? I could go on and say everything Jordan said, or you could just read her blog to which I say "ditto."
While we're on the subject though, let me just say (for the people who don't know) I'm bi. And no this isn't just to follow some trend. I just decided that if people will make a big deal about it, I might as well take it off Alex a little so he doesn't have to deal with it so much by himself. Cause Alex, you're awesome and I luv you forever and always, and I'm sorry for the shit you're going through with all these crazy people.
And so now it's out there. Deal with it. I'm going to make a smoothie.
Love to all cause love is good.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Cast No Shadow
Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life surviving if he can
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
And as faced the sun he cast no shadow
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life surviving if he can
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
And as faced the sun he cast no shadow
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
And as he faced the sun he cast no shadow
~*~"Cast No Shadow" Oasis
Look I'm back after forever! We've cut down a lot on internet time at my house until we get this phone bill thing figured out. Right now this is costing us 5 cents a minute. I don't know why. But it is. So we're trying to figure out how to switch and until then I'm gonna hardly ever be on. Which sucks, but what can ya do?
Spree was so much fun! Josh was an awesome date (got me a corsage) and I danced with a million people. Mitch wasn't there (and he's the loser, not me) but I had and awesome time without him. Actually, since 7 Friday night until about Midnight Saturday, I only spent an hour and a half at my house.
I spent the night at Stephanie's on Friday after work and the theatre, then went to dance with her on Saturday and got back to my house around 1. Went back over to Molly's house around 2:30 and went shopping at the mall with her and Alyssa. Quick stop at Alyssa's house, then back to Molly's to get ready for Spree.
Jake stopped by to show us his REALLY SHORT haircut, and then Cyndi came over and we left. Picked up Alonzo (he was so hot!) - lookin like a pimp with 4 girls at his door - and off we went.
The dance was awesome. I had such a good time... Really sore now, but I danced with more people than I can count.
Anyway. More later I g2g now. You can always call...
Love to all cause love is good!
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life surviving if he can
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
And as faced the sun he cast no shadow
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
Here's a thought for every man
Who tries to understand what is in his hands
He walks along the open road of Love & Life surviving if he can
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
Chained to all the places that he never wished to say
Bound with all the weight of all the words he tried to say
And as faced the sun he cast no shadow
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
As they took his soul they stole his pride
And as he faced the sun he cast no shadow
~*~"Cast No Shadow" Oasis
Look I'm back after forever! We've cut down a lot on internet time at my house until we get this phone bill thing figured out. Right now this is costing us 5 cents a minute. I don't know why. But it is. So we're trying to figure out how to switch and until then I'm gonna hardly ever be on. Which sucks, but what can ya do?
Spree was so much fun! Josh was an awesome date (got me a corsage) and I danced with a million people. Mitch wasn't there (and he's the loser, not me) but I had and awesome time without him. Actually, since 7 Friday night until about Midnight Saturday, I only spent an hour and a half at my house.
I spent the night at Stephanie's on Friday after work and the theatre, then went to dance with her on Saturday and got back to my house around 1. Went back over to Molly's house around 2:30 and went shopping at the mall with her and Alyssa. Quick stop at Alyssa's house, then back to Molly's to get ready for Spree.
Jake stopped by to show us his REALLY SHORT haircut, and then Cyndi came over and we left. Picked up Alonzo (he was so hot!) - lookin like a pimp with 4 girls at his door - and off we went.
The dance was awesome. I had such a good time... Really sore now, but I danced with more people than I can count.
Anyway. More later I g2g now. You can always call...
Love to all cause love is good!
Sunday, February 20, 2005
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
~*~" Boulevard of Broken Dreams" Green Day
Agh. I tried to post this before and then my computer got all funny. I was going to talk about things I had been thinking about, but I took that as a sign that it's not time yet. So now I have nothing to talk about.
I got my bio project finished. That was exciting. I don't know how good it is, but it is done, and that's what matters.
Molly and I went to see Finding Neverland. Alonzo was supposed to go, but because he's a procrastinator, he had to stay home and do IMSA essays instead that he was sposed to do yesterday (or any other time over the two weeks he was sick!) But whatever. His loss. I still got 2 hours of Johnny Depp in all his glory.
Okay well I'm really tired and sick, so I'm going to rest up for school (and the movie) tomorrow. It feels a lot later than 8:30. See you all soon, I hope!
Love to all, cause love is good!
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
~*~" Boulevard of Broken Dreams" Green Day
Agh. I tried to post this before and then my computer got all funny. I was going to talk about things I had been thinking about, but I took that as a sign that it's not time yet. So now I have nothing to talk about.
I got my bio project finished. That was exciting. I don't know how good it is, but it is done, and that's what matters.
Molly and I went to see Finding Neverland. Alonzo was supposed to go, but because he's a procrastinator, he had to stay home and do IMSA essays instead that he was sposed to do yesterday (or any other time over the two weeks he was sick!) But whatever. His loss. I still got 2 hours of Johnny Depp in all his glory.
Okay well I'm really tired and sick, so I'm going to rest up for school (and the movie) tomorrow. It feels a lot later than 8:30. See you all soon, I hope!
Love to all, cause love is good!
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